Now that may sound a bit theatrical I suppose but for me taking a picture of myself was not just a daunting prospect but I knew it would involve looking closely at myself (again), my past, and what it was that made me who I am. The most time spent was spent doing just that as well as thinking of a way to make it work.

Photography by its nature this a thing to be shared, shown off even. Its a way of communication (even if we all may differ in what we think we are being told) but this is a self portrait, it feels so personal. We are in the business of getting our images out there to all, but this? I am not sure whether it was because this was my first and there for the hardest or whether it contains more of me than any image I have taken to date but I have had trouble showing this one off. Its almost like walking around naked.
Like most who consider themselves artists, works rise from inspiration, experience,passion and maybe a touch of soul. We know what our creation means, what it's trying to say while at the same time encouraging the viewer to generate there own interpretation. Art and photography is so subjective and that's what it's supposed to do. This image is different. It has alot of specific pain and triumph, mainly personal victory (yeah, where you ask). It may not be open to subjective interpretation so yes, its like walking around naked.
I took that image two years ago and the cycle has begun again, I'm thinking about another, maybe.



















My rather tame environment can involve tasks I would rather avoid. Car accidents are one thing I would avoid if I had the choice so its a case of blocking out the carnage and getting on with the job. Its only after the event that one gets a chance to reflect on what you have seen. To all the unfortunates out there who may be unlucky enough to be involved in an accident!! if a photographer turns up you can bet he wouldn't have if he had a choice. I suppose the biggest event that had the most effect on me was the Matata floods. I was rather new to the journo camera thing and the shear scale of what I saw effected my sleep for a couple of days. By some miracle no one was killed but the experience was amazing.




